Friday, July 27, 2007
hehe. so. so. ok. i had been depressed over my marks but now i've gotten over it. i think so. time heals all wounds.. it really does. i did badly for math LA and history. damn. this term i'm doing so badly. grah. nvm. at least i can pick myself up. there's no use being sad forever. hehehheee. good things would always come to an end. i believe, bad things too. :D sunshine after the rainy days! AND IT"S SABBATS NEXT WEEK!!! olay~olay olay~~~
ok now comes the emo part of this post...
Sorry for treating u this way but it's really irritating when u treat me this way. there's really no need for u to be so nice and give in to me for everything. u dun have to laugh at everything i say, u dun have to partner me in everything i do, u dun have to give in to whatever i want. it's irritating. really irritating. that's why i've been ignoring u. i feel bad too but u can't blame me. i don't want to treat u this way, and never had i expected to. i get the feeling that u keep sucking up to me. some pple may scold me for being so nasty and say that very few pple even have pple who want to suck up to them but it's really irritating. most of all IT SPOILS MY MOOD. now i don't feel like going to school sometimes it's because i dunno how to face and treat u, and i can't even be bothered or maybe don't even dare to look into ur eyes. don't blame me for being so nasty but i really can't take it. u were there for me when i needed u most but u see... it's not... GAH. i can't express myself.
AH!!! help me someone!
please... just stop it. there no need to cling onto me. i know what i'm saying is hurtful, but i have to say this cos it's opressive and if i don't, i would turn into this bad tempered and super moody person. oh man. PLEASE> let me go... i know u don't realise it cos i have a feeling that i've clung on to someone this year too and she had given me the cold shoulder. yes i got the hint and slowly we were friends as before again. thinking about it now, i must have been so gross to keep sticking on to her. i think she really did feel it too. well maybe i should go ask her then.
i'm sorry. very sorry. but u are definitely still my friend...
OK. phew. something off my chest.
Rightie. enough of being moody again. but i really dun think anyone can provide me with any advice either. so to pple around me: sorry for being so moody :( i know leting can sense it too. that i've been getting moodier day by day...
There isn't such a thing as eternity sadness, disappointment or failures... as long as u try u best to pull out of it. There is a way out... somewhere out there.
the enchanted forest*