Dance in the Enchanted Forest...

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Though it was tiring, i tasted happiness once again. I saw the smile and remembered the innocence we once shared. It wasn't your fault, it wasn't mine. It just wasn't the time. I have the courage once more to face life and i have seen the miracle and hope. Let's be innocent friends again... like we once were. Don't you think it's fate? we haven't been on good terms but we are still talking and are still on the closest contacts with each other compared to the rest of the class. Someone is giving us the hope, someone knows that we still are meant for each other, someone is hanging on to that seemingly minute strand of hope, someone knows that this will all be solved once again. Same memories can never be created, only new ones can. I hope to be able to create many more memories with you, happy, sad,funny or lame. I tasted it once again. how we used to fool around and joke at the lamest lamest things. There is hope, isn't there? Don't fool my feelings once again, this is the only time i will beg u. we shall be innocent friends and not expect too much from each other. Words won't hurt as much, we will all take it as passing remarks, ok?

让我们做普通的朋友，不要对彼此有如此的期望 =）
我想通了。我真的想通了。
答应我，好吗？
只是普通的朋友，我就满意了。
你说呢？我认为我们会更快乐，更幸福。
相信我，就这么最后一次。。。

Just tested my bro chinese oral, hehe. He got PSLE mah so must help a bit as a sister. i'm so nice right. Hopes he can make it to Chinese high man, that will be my greatest wish. haha if he really works hard and doesn't freak out during his exams, then next yr my sis will be in hwachong Jc , he in chinese high and me in Nanyang. wow that will be like, SUPER cool. but now i must help him first. i shall try to give him tuition in my free time (which i hardly have cos of cca and other commitments). i shall try then. i do not want to regret. He's been working so hard but i really wonder why he just can't perform so well in his exams, there's something amiss but i really can't seem to nip it in the butt.darn. haiz it will be best is he zheng qi. tomorrow he is going for chinese high DSA for track. seems like the track coach there has been watching his performance all the while. like believe it, he runs 2km in 7++ min. aiyo but during his competition, he sort of drop standard. SEE? it's always tests, competitions, exams that he can't perform. why? he really has to get over all these fears, if not he really would never succeed. I must help him, and i believe he can do it right? My mum gets worried bout him every now and then, always getting really sad and helpless after countless exams. he can do well for this term, but drops in standard in the next. he is not consistent u see? but i can see he is putting in effort, he has totally changed. Boy, i believe in you ^^ Ganbate! =D

my legs are aching but i don't feel like going to sleep. sis isn't home yet. AGAIN. last night she came home at like 12? always busy organising stuff and council things. haiyo.

There are miracles, when you believe...

the enchanted forest*