Saturday, June 9, 2007
So let me make this clear. i am not emo.i don't like to be emo.and i won't be emo.
Get this sososososososo clear. =]
This post is to let pple know who i really am at home.
1)not someone that laughs all the time
2)not someone that talks all the time
3)not someone that jokes all the time
4)not someone that is lame all the time
5)not someone that is funny/cheerful all the time.
note-- "all the time" so sometimes i DO do all these things. lol
Heh.is this scary? maybe not.wahahaahahaha. so this is who i really am at home. teeheehee. no matter how sad/boring/uninteresting school can get, i normally enjoy myself. But make this clear too. not that i'm not happy at home, just that i don't really know why myself.i can't even find out the real real reason. i thought everyone is usually more talkative at home, while i'm the direct opposite.(no doubt i quarrel with my bro sometimes and scream my head off so much that i get scolded)
As i said again. i am not sad k? i would just like to know the reason why. wahahhaa. i think i'm really lucky to be born into this world already, and seriously, without friends, i wouldn't know what to do ='] so thank you for being there for me my friends=) and of course i would thank my family too, for providing a good environment, love and the comfort of home. i sound like i'm contradicting myself aye?hah maybe i really am then=) But i'm kinda inconsistent.sometimes i can really get all quiet at home while sometimes i get all mad. haha i think i'm really weird then.
Let me quote some of jimmy's books---from the book
笼子里关着一只说谎的鸟，
它信誓旦旦地坚称自己是人，
是热爱自由的人。
我骑的旋转木马逃跑了。
但这可怜的木马，
虽挣脱了束缚，
却仍在绕着原地打转。
它旋转了一辈子，
竟不知该一路往前狂奔，
才能真正奔向自由。
Let me say this again. i've quoted this not because i'm emo but because i think it makes heaps and heaps of sense.don't you think so? it depicts real emotions that some people face in life, emotions that some would have never experienced. i'm not sad, in fact, i'm really contented with life=)
Just afk-ed for 1h plus. was planning for a holiday after my bro's PSLE. yipee i love holidays and i'm so excited.Not confirmed where to go yet but it revolves around these places --- Perth, Beijing,Sydney. LOL. I ＬＯＶＥ HOLIDAYS! SERIOUSLY ＬＯＶＥ HOLIDAYS! woohooo!!!! i'm happy, i'm happy, oh yeayeayea~~~ see another time that i'm crazy, i'm normally crazy during the weekends and really boring and expressionless during weekdays. hah.i'm weird. teeheehee. =) Bon voyage to my bf xintong! i think she's on the plane now. have a good trip dearie <333
the enchanted forest*