Tuesday, June 12, 2007
OH NO! now i'm SUPER confused. shit lah. i've already made up my mind to quit french and today i saw lauren(one of my ex-ECA mates in p3 and current third lang classmate) and told her that i was quitting french. then she said that i was supposed to gro with her to make the eiffel tower! oh no i like so totally forgot. then i think she got real upset with me but after i came home, i smsed her and said i was sorry and i guess everything is fine now. to top it up, one of my braces' brackets fell out. haha how lucky can i get. just got it adjusted on fri and now it drops off. GREAT. like how WONDERFUL can that get. And yes after i came home i signed in to msn and the mail pop-up window appeared. THERE. i saw my french teacher's email regarding the french homework. WHY IS EVERYTHING HAPPENING AT THE SAME TIME????????? tell me someone. now my head is spinning. but i know that i really want to quit! i really really want to. crap lah like so crap lah!!!!!!!!!! argh but for one thing i'm sure is that i've lost total interest in the french language, what's the point of carrying on? now i'm scared that my french teacher would get really upset with me for quitting. i'm scared she'll call me and make me not want to quit anymore. i dun want her to be angry cos she's been really nice to me. like REAL nice. OHOHOHOH NONONONONO!!! HELP ME SOMEONE! ahhhhhhhh.but i'll stay firm on my decision. AHHHHHHHHHH. oh oh ohohohoh no no nononono!aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh what if she doesn't let me quit? but isn't this my own decision? ARGH>i'm like really confused now. really really really really really really confused. whywhywhywhywhywwhywhywhywhywhy.AHHHHHHHH!!!!!! no one can stop me. RIGHT?
can someone tell me now if i should send my french teacher an email to tell her about my decision or wait until i've handed in the form to quit? tell me PLEASE! i won't want to see her after i hand in the form cos cos cos cos cos i'm scared she makes me change my decision so i think the best way out is to send her an email. right?right?yes i think so. i think i've gone mad.shut me up. ok i really need advice now... >,< >.< >"< >*< >^<
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