Dance in the Enchanted Forest...

Friday, May 25, 2007

Morning Saturday! how you doing? ok that's lame. i think miss foo is currently talking to my mum now i'm so scared she say bad things then my mum nagnag. anyway always de, after any parent meet teacher session. =) Yesterday went for french day-- we made french pancakes and overflowed them with nutella. yumyum! =) then we went to learn a french kindergarten song it's somehow like 'put your right hand in...' just that it's obviously in french. quite funny! OHOHOH how can i forget? met dear nico!!! haha we did all the activities together as a whole group. and after the singing she was still grumbling that rgs didn't allow ankle socks. aiyo. like SO long never talk to her liao=) thanks nico=). ok back to the topic after the french karaoke, we went to watch this french movie which apparently i still dunno the name. it was nice with lotsa violence but it had a stupid ending(didn't end) like the Malay film we watched for sabbaticals. can't believe i cried during that show. haha maybe cos i already felt very down...=(

Yes. i moved cos i so felt the way u felt when u moved away from me previous times. U get what i mean? i am feeling how you feel towards me before and currently. it's all retribution i guess. all retribution. How i felt when u ganged up and said " HUH? Don't know how to appreciate." ok i was never so petty, but #$#^%@&. -----------------INTERRUPTION-------------------
my mum just called and said that she was first in queue with miss foo and that she finished in 2min. ARGH first in queue! nvm, hope miss foo was in a terribly good mood then=) RETRIBUTION.ALL RETRIBUTION.ok, i guess i'll just accept it. i think now we really need the space. maybe. i'm glad i moved cos i know i would have felt worse throughout the movie cos u guys kept talking like anything. As 几米 says : 为什么我的眼泪，只有躲在黑暗的电影院中，才能流下呢？yes and coincidentally we were watching a movie. 在黑暗的会堂里，一滴的眼泪真的流下来了。thank you so much for telling me. thank you. as you said, 更接近对方只会更上到对方。我看我们真的需要空间了。

The previous night, i was planning a chalet for the class but sadly, no one seemed enthusiastic. i felt so angry,pissed,cheated. yes i think our class is really pathetic, THAT self-centred. sorry jesslene but i don't think i will be having a chalet le. blame it on the stupid class. i've lost all hope on the class. Why should i organise if u pple are so un-enthu? why should i put in SO much effort to try to bring the class together as a WHOLE? Does anyone from 1/3 know that there are MANY pple in our class feeling left out? feeling that they are not present, not belonged? the unexpected pple are, really. We need the bond that we onced had. the bond during the camp. i really can't stand it when pple give me the ' i-dun-care' look. it's like #*^#&@!(*#*&

yes i pity the ones who are left out but i'm also quite frustrated. can you guys please stop wallowing in self-pity? i mean i know that you guys were like the tops in your pri schools and were widely known by teachers, friends,and school mates. it's all different now and can't you guys just see it as a passing stage? don't blame the school, cos for goodness sake, it's our class. 1/2 loves their class, 1/5 too as many more. And for one thing you are not certain that you will be happy in other schools too. i so admit that i don't feel much for my pri school, so i'm satisfied with the least bit of class bonding. My class was horrid from: 3J,4G,5C,6c. i was happy in pri one and two, cos i felt like how u guys felt in pri school but when i reached pri 3, haiz. everyone was self-centred, i'm always in classes that people do not care about bonding. all my life, the classes that i'm in NEVER bonds, NEVER cheers.pathetic. see?i'm satisfied with just a tiny bit of bonding. i see you guys as my real, REAL classmates for once, but history is repeating itself. maybe i'm just expecting too much? i don't know.

--------Victim of Circumstances-------- OR
--------Culprit of High Expectations------

the enchanted forest*